Berlin in Film
Sometimes in life you are left questioning why you made things so unnecessarily complicated. This is one of those moments. My intention was always to bring a film camera on my trip to Berlin, but the original plan was to only bring my Nikon F100 and five rolls of Portra 400. No digital cameras and certainly nothing from the early twentieth century. However, I eventually changed my mind and decided instead to take my Nikon Z6 and the Z 50mm 1.8 (the results of which you see in the previous two blogs here and here). I like a challenge though, and despite battling issues with light leaks, I really wanted a film to capture the old city buildings, hence why I chose the No.1 Pocket Kodak Camera. It’s small, compact and works well with the Benro Rhino travel tripod I could sneak into my hand luggage. I’d bring five rolls of Ilford Pan F+, its slow speed and high levels of detail suiting the camera well, and that would also restrict me to a total of forty photos that wouldn’t take up all my time whilst out and about. That was until I ran out my film quicker than I expected and bought my first five roll box of Kodak Gold 200. But more on that later.
If you’ve seen my previous blogs with this camera, you’ll know that is does have a special vintage look to its images, based on its very primitive lens and equally primitive shutter. With the lens needing to be heavily stopped down from it’s native F7.9 aperture you are often shooting at slow shutter speeds that have little chance of capturing any kind of sharp motion. However that can be used to work in your favour, creating atmospheric shots of buildings and areas with the blurred motion of crowds. This again gives a very retro and old school feel.
All the monochrome images were taken in my first few days in Berlin before I spent the weekend in Poland. A total of three and a bit rolls, leaving the other two or so for my time out further east. Whilst the slow and painstaking setup do force you to think carefully about each image you take, there were just too many great subjects to put in front of my camera and I realised it was just going to be easier to photograph them there and then, rather than worrying too much if I’d see something better the next day. It wasn’t always easy, especially on days where I was between hostel stays and had to carry everything else around with me. Setting up the tripod, umming and ahing over the composition with the unreliable viewfinder and making sure I hadn’t knocked the aperture ring which would have ruined my exposure. It can become a bit stressful.
Some images I was really happy with, others were bitter disappointments. When it comes to composition I hadn’t used this camera extensively for some time and it meant I had forgotten how exactly I needed to look through the viewfinder in order to get my desired image. Though a process of inexperience and second guessing myself I got some widely off, like my photo of the Reichstag, clipping off parts of buildings and ruining the shot. With all the effort you put in, it can be extremely disheartening. Thankfully this is balanced out by seeing the best shots on the roll.
My best image of the entire trip by far was taken inside Berlin’s well known Holocaust memorial. The design is a piece of architectural genius and one that feels very different whether you visit it alone or with others. Exploring the cold dark pillars as you sink further into it, people flash past in and then quickly out of view as though they were never there. In a group you will quickly lose each other and be left wondering where they are, even though they are just a few feet away. A symbolism for the sudden and dramatic loss of life is memorialises. Searching for images online, you see the same kind of photos almost every time - from the outside looking in and above the mass of undulating stones. I wanted to capture something different, something unique, something that really captured the very essence of this powerful and moving place. After pondering for several moments, I decided on a low down composition, as low as the tripod would allow me, in order to capture the pillars towering over the top of me. I then had to make a decision on exposure. There was such a wide dynamic range, from the dark deep grey immediately in front of me to the burning highlights outside in the bright sunshine. Using that to my advantage I metered based on the pillars halfway between myself and the outside to create a transition from black to grey to white that leads the viewer through the image. I call it ‘Towards the Light’ and I think it’s one of the best photos I have ever taken.
As I mentioned before I hadn’t intended to shoot my entire allotment of film in Berlin in the first few days, so I decided to visit the dedicated film camera shop near to where I was staying (Fotoimpex) and try shooting (in-date) colour film for the first time with the pocket camera. Most of that I shot at Sanssouci which I will talk about next week but I did capture a few very long exposures during another evening at the Berlin Festival of Lights. This was all highly experimental, and I honestly had no idea how these would come out until returning home and having the rolls developed. The results are certainly eye-catching and the one of the moving floats outside of Berlin Cathedral looks like someone needs to hurriedly call the Ghostbusters. That’s what I just love about film. The fun experimentation that yields results you sometimes can’t predict.
One last thing I will add is my experience taking the film through airport security. You hear lots of horror stories of people’s film going through X-ray machines and being completely ruined. More recently I had been re-assured by someone that the newest machines had more shielding than before which prevented this and, to be fair, it’s been long maintained that for films ISO 400 and under there wouldn’t be any issues. I took my ISO 50 Pan F+ through the X-ray machine twice and the Kodak Gold 200 once on the way back to the UK. I haven’t noticed any adverse changes, so it looks like it is completely safe for lower ISO rolls of film. I can’t speak to those who want to bring their box of Kodak T-Max P3200 with them (and you definitely shouldn’t put your film in your hold luggage), but it seems the fears of many are largely unfounded.
I hope you enjoyed this week’s blog and that my pictures and words continue to inspire you to entertain your own journey into film photography. As much as I like my digital images, these physical, tactile products of my hard work will always have a greater significance and meaning.
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